Fear is your only barrier.

Today has happened way too fast. I had so much planned and I've managed to do so little. And I'm still here writting on my blog. I need to think of something to motivate myself. 

My super sweet 16 sickens me. I'm clearly just jealous but I don't think I could show off like these girls do without feeling completely embarrassed. Ah! This is how easily I get distracted.

"I need a haircut..."

"I want those shoes..."

Ooo actually I really need to do that history essay. :S

Actually, I was motivated earlier when I was looking at universities. I found the perfect one but I just don't know if it's where I want to go. I've had my heart set on Greenwich for over a year and now I've found City of London it just doesn't seem to compare. City is perfect for journalism, so clearly it's the obvious choice? I can't wait to go to uni, I just want to get sixth form over and done with and move onto the next stage. I really need to get a new job still as well. Have to update my CV.  

I have too many idea's for little projects. Small things that occupy my usually end up being forgotten after about ten minutes. Recently there's been the ideas for my sitcom, getting a new job, fixing my car, saving for a laptop, making sure I get all my homework done when it's set and writing my article for the school magazine (which I'll probably publish on here before the actual newspaper, so I can get feedback on whether really it's all complete bollocks) which I really need to get in because the paper comes out soon. 

My new "moto" for the year was don't be scared and so far I think I'm failing. I really need to learn to take the leap and take a chance. From now it's going to happen. I'll fill you in tomorrow if I was successful with anything.