This year will be particularly bad though because he's in Germany and barely speaking to me. This time of year you're supposed to feel happy and in love (though many people would argue that Valentine's Day has the opposite affect) but it's making me feel like crap. I have a feeling that I will have spent the last nine days being sad and he'll get back and not want me anymore, and all he'll want to talk about is how crap England is compared to Germany where he had an amazing house, food, he could drink in bars and go out all the time and had his ideal job. All of a sudden I just wont be enough.
Also today the magazine I write for's new issue was supposed to be coming out, and it was our best yet (granted it's only our second) and then they wouldn't give us the time to print it. So now the Valentine's edition of 6ix becomes irrelevant and about three articles and a comic strip have to be rewritten to come out next week because Valentine's will be over. Very frustrating.
Currently I want to be sick (strangely I don't feel sad and want to cry anymore things just make me want to throw up. I haven't decided whether that's a better alternative yet.) because I've made plans for tomorrow night with my friend and some guys I haven't seen for ages. I know this will piss off my boyfriend but all I really want to do is curl up, watch Ferris Bueller's Day Off and drink all night. Probably throw in some chocolate.
Happy Valentine's everyone.
x
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